Gawl, I'm just so bluh. just bluh is the perfect word.
I don't really know whats been in the way, but Im drawing more often than ever, but I'm not satisfied. With any finished product if mine.
I look over it and just think, "yeah, its okay... I wouldn't be embarrassed to put this up on my blogs." But I'm not impressed with own work anymore.
I hear this isn't uncommon among artists, but I just kind of figured that once i started concentrating on my art like i never had in the past I'd feel more fulfilled?
Hmmm...
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But anyway, I'm still planning out different stories, digging through a lot of past stuff.
My parents are moving out of my childhood house (which im super bummed about... They leave in just 5 days) and I've had to sort out all the crap i left in my room when I moved out. Did find some good shit in there though! Pokemon cards and plushies and markers, TONS of Lisa Frank shit, sooooo much old art, old pictures, love letters... Ahhh memories. Problem is, I really have no place to put it all, I already have so much crap in my house as is.
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Also planing a Roxy cosplay, but honestly i may only post up on Tumblr, since Im sure any pictures I take wont be quality. That, and I don't need any more Homestuck content in my Gallery. I love it, but Ive been doing so much fanart since I've been unimpressed with myself that I'm deathly afraid of being watched solely because I post fanart. I don't want to stop drawing these things and lose huge chunks of followers.
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Mood:
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Watching: Con Air